Wednesday, June 30, 2010

i love it when you said.......

i asked how would i know whether a person truly loves you or not....the answer really made me think, and after a moment, i smiled :)
this was the answer...if that person is able to still stay with you no matter what happens or what comes out of your mouth...then doesn't that mean he/she really loves you?

hmmm then i was thinking to myself...that's probably true...coz if person A cannot able to stand anymore of B's attitude, he or she would just leave right...and i quote from another friend, saying that a guy would understand a girl truly if: either
(a) He loves you crazily
(b) He is holding on just because you are too good for him..

this one made me think too....anyway this is just for some thinking :)
enough for tonight...it's 4 a.m! and i'm still in front of my laptop..ish ish

Saturday, June 26, 2010

satUrday eXam

today we had an exam for Islamic capital market...i somehow didn't get enough satisfaction of answering the questions...the first part especially since the prof only allowed 3 lines MAXIMUM to answer one question...rasa mcm baru nak tulis, dah 3 lines dah...hihi...so taktaula the points he is expecting ada ke tak...hmmm

semoga Allah lembutkan hati prof utk marking paper tu..amin....

Thursday, June 24, 2010

sometimes,,,,

Sometimes you just got to understand other ppl when they just don't seem to care to even try and understand you. Sometimes you feel like it's only you who tries and thinks of all sorts of stuff that goes on and on in your mind and no one else knows. Sometimes you just got to accept that everyone is just different from each other and that sacrificing your own feelings may be the best solution. But it is not sometimes that Allah looks out for you. He ALWAYS does. It is not sometimes that He hears you. He ALWAYS hears everyone speak, even with the voices of the hearts. It is not sometimes that He gives his mercy. He POSSESSES it for eternity.

Just lay your hands out and pray, think hard of HIM and HIS messenger p.b.u.h. and definitely you'd shed a tear if not more...And when that happens, you'll realize how grateful you should be to still at least be given the chance to improve yourself, before He takes you away...

Monday, June 21, 2010

Oh Ibu....

baru habis tengok telemovie kat astro oasis bertajuk "Oh Ibu"...sgt sedih cerita ni tambah dengan background music lagu ohh ibuu...menangis nangis tengok cite ni...cite dia pasal sorang lelaki ni pegi study oversea kat UK...hmmm study architecture pulak tu...and ms balik malaysia dah ada calon isteri yg dia kenal kt london tu..dah balik msia bukan nak balik rumah mak dia kat kampung, dia pegi stay kat rumah gf dia kat KL...and when dia balik kampung jumpa mak dia, dia kata dia baru sampai je dari UK...kat kampung tu pulak ada sorang girl ni yg dok jaga mak dia masa lelaki ni pegi study kt UK...dia pun ada hati jgak kat laki tu...

bila dah kawin, wife dia (girl yg dia kenal ms kat UK) mmg suka buat mengada ngada..in fact before kawin pun dah camtu..ish ish...saje je takmau bagi laki tu balik kampung jumpa mak dia sedangkan orang dah dok call dari kampung nak bagitau mak dia sakit...last2 dia sampai kat kampung, mak dia mmg dah nazak sgt and meninggal dalam pelukan dia...sgt sedih...and ending tu ada dia tulis

"kadang-kadang kita sbg anak tidak menyedari kelakuan kita yang melukai hati ibu"

mmg sgt2 sedih...pengajaran paling penting is to always jaga hati ibu walau mcm mana kita sibuk pun...tapi kadang2 kita ada jugak buat sesuatu yg menyakitkan hati ibu..tanpa kita sedar...mudah-mudahan diampunkan dosa2kuu pada ibu....huhu
lagi satu pengajaran is that kalau dah jadi isteri tu nnt tak boleh nak terlalu harapkan lelaki tu beri tumpuan kat kita lebih dari ibunya...biarlah kalau dia nak sayang ibu dia lebih dari kita pun, sebab ibu dia yg lebih berhak ke atas seorang lelaki kan...kalau kita sayang seseorang tu, kita perlulah sayang jugak org yang dia sayang, baru happy...takkan nak harap perhatian diberi sepenuhnya pada kita je 24 jam kan....besides, Allah sentiasa ada utk kita sebagai isteri jdi tempat mengadu kalau rasa mcm cemburu kat mak mertua sendiri..cewah cakap mcm dh kawin pulak kan...hopefully i will become a better person day by day and taknaklah susahkan suami dengan mengada ngada sgt sampai tak bagi dia tunjukkan kasih sayang kat ibu dia..

Lastly, mudah-mudahan Allah mengampuni dosa2 kita sebagai hamba dan dosa2 kita sesama manusia...

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Reminder for today,..

Sesungguhnya Allah itu sentiasa menguji...mungkin manusia itu diuji kerana dosa-dosanya yang lalu, atau mungkin diuji kerana Allah mengasihinya...

dan apabila seseorang itu dianugerahkan dengan pelbagai jenis rezeki yang melimpah ruah, tidaklah sentiasa bererti bahawa dia dikasihi Allah kerana mungkin anugerah itu juga boleh jadi satu bentuk ujian untuk manusia menyedari kuasa Allah...

dan apabila seseorang itu diberi pula segala bentuk kekurangan rezeki, harta, dan segala jenis kekurangan, tidak pula sentiasa bererti bahawa Allah murka padanya..kerana kekurangan itu lebih membuatkan manusia mencari yang Maha Esa berbanding dengan kemewahan yang pasti melekakan dan membuat manusia alpa..

Maka apabila sesuatu kegembiraan atau kesedihan itu menimpa kita, ingatlah sentiasa pada Allah, kerana tiada apa yang kekal lamanya, berbanding dengan Dia yang tiada mengenal erti noktah dalam ilmu dan kekuasaan-Nya.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Study study study!

Hmmm banyak nak kena baca baca dan baca...need to do an outline for my capital market class by next thursday, hopefully by monday i can submit it...then comes studying for the midterm exam, writing the term paper, then the summary...and at the same time for fiqh muamalat, need to start on the group project and writing!
ok need some rest now.

Friday, June 18, 2010

not feeling very well...?

Hmmm harini rasa mcm tak ok sgt...although it's a friday...but alhamdulillah the feeling is better than yesterday :)..sometimes kena fikir jugak kenapa our feelings don't seem right..and most of the time there must be something bugging me that makes me feel unwell...hrmmm and i guess i like figuring out why my mood is different today compared to other days and what actually makes my feelings change...as for today, i guess the thing that is bugging me is today is the fact that i have class this evening...is that a problem? ish ishh..cubalah ikhlaskan hati, go to class with an open heart with the intention to get lots of knowledge...inshaAllah...

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

"Ketahuilah, sesungguhanya kehidupan dunia itu hanyalah permainan dan senda gurauan, perhiasan dan saling berbangga di antara kamu serta berlomba dalam kekayaan dan anak keturunan, seperti hujan yang tanam – tanamannya mengagumkan para petani; kemudian ( tanaman ) itu menjadi kering dan kamu lihat warnanya kuning kemudian menjadi hancur. Dan di akhirat (nanti) ada azab yang keras dan ampunan dari Allah serta keridhaan-Nya. Dan kehidupan dunia tidak lain hanyalah kesenangan yang palsu."

(Surah Hadid, ayat 20)

quoted from a blog "Pahami konteks keseluruhan tersebut. Pemahaman yang coba di ajarkan Tuhan melalui (terjemahan) wahyu ini adalah bahwa hidup adalah sebuah permainan yang jangka waktunya pendek, maka dari itu kita harus menjadi pemain dari “permainan kehidupan”, bukannya main – main dalam kehidupan."