Bismillah..
well..i dunno how many times my blog wants to 'run' away from me..or maybe 'kidnapped' from me...nyways, i hope it sticks with me this time..this is just testing..might continue just a little bit later...;)
hrmm..i'm actually on spring break right now...and as much as i feel i have nothing to do, i doo seriously have a LOT going on in my mind. And I mean a LOT. so just to list a few (this is not complaining--i'm just reminding myself:p)...i have all the school work..ranging from OTM 300...oh wait, let me list them in numbers..that would make it easier for my planning too...hehe
1. OTM-300, need to do some research for the project which is due like 2 weeks after this break..and by this sunday i need to give some sort of outline for the articles i've read..hmm..when do i start?
2. i have econ 301 homework (problem set # 7) to finish..i almost started it today thinking that we will be going out on tuesday and wednesday...hmm but i didn't actually start that...so...? no comment.
3. Real Estate 306....hrm next week maybe?
4. philosophy? catch up readings? weee so much to do yet i can still write this blog..he he he
5. act sci 653? the hardest and most complicated subject of the year award..i just need a break! heee
6. so all these are on my mind right now, but there are also other stuff...(not related to academic stuff..here goes....going back to malaysia in about 2 months..shipping? subletting the apartment? if i don't find a sublettor (did i spell that correct?) i will need to pay like $1000+? huuu...after settling with going back..work work work? what job will i venture into? getting married? hrmm stop right there. full stop.
ok..that is what usually goes around in my mind..i dunno why i just tend to think sooo much about stuff...even the deepest inquisitions ppl have..i even like to think what makes a person acts the way they do...sometimes i think tooo much about other ppl...maybe fAR TOO MUCH ;(
an advice to myself:
"every single thing that you are worried about is something normal to you...Allah grants that as a gift to you so that you are aware of everything that happens around you..so that you can be alert with whatever is waiting for you in the future...and with that, organizers don't ever work for you...even if you've bought them every semester..coz everything is just on your mind..you don't forget things easily, especially numbers!..and for that, you should not always think of all these things as a burden but something special that you possess...(alhamdulillah). And another thing, worrying about the future is probably a must..but you don't have to worry TOO MUCH..coz everything is planned out for you by Allah and even if you worry about it and plan so much for it, Allah's plan is the one that will always be the outcome...so as for your job, just pray for the best job and as long as it is halal and Allah grants His will for it, then you'll do fine...and about marriage...hmm...the same thing..just pray pray pray...Allah is always always always there to listen to every single thing that come out of you..even when your mouth is shut...;)"
hee talking to myself sounds crazy sometimes...but this is usually what i do through writing...
well..i dunno how many times my blog wants to 'run' away from me..or maybe 'kidnapped' from me...nyways, i hope it sticks with me this time..this is just testing..might continue just a little bit later...;)
hrmm..i'm actually on spring break right now...and as much as i feel i have nothing to do, i doo seriously have a LOT going on in my mind. And I mean a LOT. so just to list a few (this is not complaining--i'm just reminding myself:p)...i have all the school work..ranging from OTM 300...oh wait, let me list them in numbers..that would make it easier for my planning too...hehe
1. OTM-300, need to do some research for the project which is due like 2 weeks after this break..and by this sunday i need to give some sort of outline for the articles i've read..hmm..when do i start?
2. i have econ 301 homework (problem set # 7) to finish..i almost started it today thinking that we will be going out on tuesday and wednesday...hmm but i didn't actually start that...so...? no comment.
3. Real Estate 306....hrm next week maybe?
4. philosophy? catch up readings? weee so much to do yet i can still write this blog..he he he
5. act sci 653? the hardest and most complicated subject of the year award..i just need a break! heee
6. so all these are on my mind right now, but there are also other stuff...(not related to academic stuff..here goes....going back to malaysia in about 2 months..shipping? subletting the apartment? if i don't find a sublettor (did i spell that correct?) i will need to pay like $1000+? huuu...after settling with going back..work work work? what job will i venture into? getting married? hrmm stop right there. full stop.
ok..that is what usually goes around in my mind..i dunno why i just tend to think sooo much about stuff...even the deepest inquisitions ppl have..i even like to think what makes a person acts the way they do...sometimes i think tooo much about other ppl...maybe fAR TOO MUCH ;(
an advice to myself:
"every single thing that you are worried about is something normal to you...Allah grants that as a gift to you so that you are aware of everything that happens around you..so that you can be alert with whatever is waiting for you in the future...and with that, organizers don't ever work for you...even if you've bought them every semester..coz everything is just on your mind..you don't forget things easily, especially numbers!..and for that, you should not always think of all these things as a burden but something special that you possess...(alhamdulillah). And another thing, worrying about the future is probably a must..but you don't have to worry TOO MUCH..coz everything is planned out for you by Allah and even if you worry about it and plan so much for it, Allah's plan is the one that will always be the outcome...so as for your job, just pray for the best job and as long as it is halal and Allah grants His will for it, then you'll do fine...and about marriage...hmm...the same thing..just pray pray pray...Allah is always always always there to listen to every single thing that come out of you..even when your mouth is shut...;)"
hee talking to myself sounds crazy sometimes...but this is usually what i do through writing...
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